I've had a couple of friends reach out to me via pm wondering where I've been. Just want to say that I've missed being here but I've got my firstborn getting ready for her first year of college. She's been accepted to all of her favored universities and she and I have been making the rounds of visiting and educating ourselves on what is best for her.
While it is an amazing accomplishment for her and I'm so proud of her, it's bittersweet and frightening for me. I waited to have children almost to the point of not being able to have any. She was/is a preemie so I can't adequately explain how I feel as she goes off. I'm also a caregiver to my Mom - needless to say, when not with my daughter, I'm trying to make up for quality time with Mom and my son (yes I was blessed once again after my daughter
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I do peek in and hope to be back soon playing around.